dan and cuse

Iapos;ve had such a hard time sorting through my feelings lately. I know that when Isabelle first picked up Ash at the club a long time ago....I was not jealous, but...mad...I guess.lol. But then more recently I realized it could be used to our� advantage because she is really cute On Sunday night we went out to Babylon with her for the first time and she invited us back to her house with her roomie to play Guitar Hero...and we ended up staying til 5:30am I know she already likes Ashley, but I was worried about if I could get her to like me too. Lol. Ash thinks she does because apparently when I was playing Guitar Hero she was giving me looks that said "I wanna jump you" Nothing happened that night but Ash and I have formulated a conclussion that we want it to. We have a goal. Lol. A threesome with Isabelle definitly sounds like a great idea...even both of us getting to know her in a relationship sorta way....but the three of us. We both agree that we donapos;t want it to be separate. The only problem now is whether or not Isabelle will want to have a threesome with us. She is kinda hard to read I mean, it seems like sheapos;s into the both of us...but I dont know.

It gives me euphoric butterflies in my tummy...the whole thrill of meeting someone new and getting to know them...and knowing that Ash is right there with me, having the same feelings but loving me just as much as ever.

My sister, of course, thinks its a horrible idea. She thinks I am helping Ashley find someone else that she might fall in love with. She says itapos;s like throwing her infront of a bus. I really donapos;t see it that way. I know that Ash loves me and we are perfect together, and I donapos;t feel like she would leave me, or want to be with JUST someone else and not me.

And besides, why CANT you be with more than one person?? I can picture me and Ash living with a third person who we both like, and they like us...like a small family. It doesnapos;t change how Ash and I feel about each other and it DOESNapos;T mean that Ash isnapos;t enough for me at all. I donapos;t see it as a matter of needing more, I see it more as finding feelings in different places not LOOKING for them. I dunno

Anyways, I guess we shall see what the coming weeks bring. For now, itapos;s sort of like a rollar coaster.

buffalo hunt mail, dan and cuse, dan and blythe brown, dan amato, dan altmann.