I want you to want me. Plain and simple. Just like that. I donapos;t know why. Or for how long. All i know is i want you. And�i want you to want me too. I know thereapos;s nothing outstanding about you. But thereapos;s that one thing. Youapos;ve got it. No one else does. Thereapos;s just something about you that makes this all so easy. So perfectly, harmlessly easy. Iapos;ve never had this be easy. Iapos;ve never been able to dedicate myself to one person and one person only. So willingly. So completely. So easily. I just canapos;t help myself. And you may have gotten me wrong. You canapos;t forget i said i didnapos;t know for how long. Iapos;m not saying this is it. This is the one thing every girl dreams of since the day she watches her first Disney movie and dreams of the day her prince will kiss her lips and wake her soul. The day he changes from a beast to a gentleman, from a pauper to a prince. And of all the things you can do you do the one and only thing i canapos;t stand for you to do. You make it so hard on me to figure out where you stand. To figure out what you want from me. Do you just want what we had or is there so much more desire burning in your heart. I know itapos;s there in mine. And this seperation we have just isnapos;t cutting me loose. I still want you. But do you want me? and if so how? do you actually like me? or is it just a lustful exchange like most college follies. Or is it some scheme cooked up by him. Because he didnapos;t like how he and i ended and canapos;t stand to see me happy with someone else. Especially someone he knows. But i canapos;t be completely be blamed for all of that. Although i initiated contact after he and i were through, you lit the fire. Aside from that, i knew i liked you before i even though i liked him. But he was the one there. He was the one i was talking to. And he was the one i ended up with. And i donapos;t want that to be the only reason you donapos;t want me. Because heapos;s such a small, insignificant thing. And i remember that jolt in my heart. The one when you asked me to sleep next to you that night. Right there in that bed i had wanted to sleep in for so long. But it wasnapos;t just the bed that allured me. It was you. You and the thought of waking up next to you. And then when you finally asked me my heart skipped a beat like it missed a step. And i remember that feeling so well because i get it everytime your name lights up my phone. Or i see your picture in my online friends. I just canapos;t explain it. And i know thereapos;s something about you. Something different. And i know you know it about me too. Or knew it. I remember when you told me. I remeber it all so well. Iapos;m something�else. Those were your words. And you said it twice. And i hope itapos;s still drawing you into me. Because iapos;m still hooked on you. Hopelessly devoted. But will you let me in? will you let me know if i should keep hanging on. Just give me a sign. One simple... Easy to read. One something. Anything. Because i want you to want me. And if thereapos;s anything i can do. Anything to egg you on. Because i want you to want me. With every bone in your body. I want you to be able to live without me but just flat out not want to. I want to be the one in your arms and on your mind. I want you to miss me when weapos;re apart but enjoy your time away from me. Because i want you to enjoy nothing better than to see me walking up to you after a day or two days or a week of not seeing each other. I want you want to say hi to me. I want you to talk to me because you have to solidify my existance in your life. I want you to want me. You may not be my forever. But whatapos;s life if you never try. Iapos;m not saying youapos;re my one and only. Iapos;m just saying that right now, right here. I want you. All of you. And no one but you. Until iapos;m full of you. Until youapos;ve satisfied me. And who knows. It may only take a month. Or it may take a lifetime. But weapos;ll never know. Weapos;ll never know if my kids are supposed to have your ridiculous morning hair. Maybe maybe not. But weapos;ll never know. But baby, wonapos;t it be one helluva ride if we try?
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